fragments (exposure to elements)

If you expose yourself to the elements, you expect to get at least wet. And what did i say the other day about the lightening and purity of one's heart? O yes, beware of a thunderstorm! Only the heart of am exceptional purity can withstand the hit of lightening without damage. Are you capable of such a fit? Am i capable of such a fit? Is my heart pure enough? Or despite my hard work and long path i am not ready yet? Was my descent into the land of dead and beyond helpful or harmful? Did my complete surrender and disintegration into the ashes, left just ashes behind, or hope for rebirth? Am i ready to go into the thunderstorm and take the hit?