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One of my friends used to say “stop to survive, you have learn to do it so well and start to live your life”. I think that to live in a mode of survival is harsh but natural, my friend thought that survival is self-inflicted and a pathological state of life. My approach to life is simple, if you want to eat you go hunt or die from starvation. And I don’t dwell much on the idea of “life is a luxury”. In philosophic terms it is a luxury in comprising to its opposite. But mostly, human existence is so horrific that no human mind or heart can endure the reality of it. Take for example any segment of our history end imagine all the pain, suffering and humiliation we endure communally as a species. The argument would be that there is plenty of love, happiness and joy. It is true, but all the goodness of our existence is fleeting and all of the negativity stays forever in the form of scars and quite often crosses the boundaries of generations as heavy luggage to carry. No one is exempt. And no human mind or heart can endure objective clarity on the subject. That may be the reason why we create lies and self-deceptions. And, of course, later we condemn ourselves, pretending that we have a choice to behave differently! In reality there is only one choice to survive, and it is dictated by evolution. So, welcome to human hood!